Wednesday, April 19, 2006

Consecration and Worship

I know it has been a while since my last post. I am always amazed at how time "flies." And while I do enjoy "the blog," I find myself "bogged" down with other things. Maybe I just am not disciplined enough to keep up. However, if given a choice between ministry and blogging, ministry must always prevail. May I live up to my motto:

"Preach, pray or die!" (oh yeah, "or lead music").

I was reading from "Valley of Vision" and was moved by these words:

My God, I feel it is heaven to please Thee, and to be what Thou wouldst have me be. O that I were holy as Thou art holy, pure as Christ is pure, perfect as Thy Spirit is perfect! These, I feel, are the best commands in Thy Book, and shall I break them? must I break them? am I under such a necessity as long as I live here?

Woe, woe is me that I am a sinner, that I grieve this blessed God, who is infinite in goodness and grace! O if He would punish me for my sins, it would not would my heart so deep to offend Him; But though I sin continually, He continually repeats His kindness to me.

At times I feel I could bear any suffering, but how can I dishonour this glorious God? What shall I do to glorify and worship this best of beings? O that I could consecrate my soul and body to His service, without restraint, for ever! O that I could give myself up to Him, so as never more to attempt to be my own! or have any will or affections that are not perfectly conformed to His will and His love! But, alas, I cannot live and not sin.

O may angels glorify Him incessantly, and, if possible, prostrate themselves lower before the blessed King of heaven! I long to bear a part with them in ceaseless praise; but when I have done all I can to eternity I shall not be able to offer more than a small fraction of the homage that the glorious God deserves. Give me a heart full of divine, heavenly love.

Soli Deo Gloria,

Pastor Ed

2 comments:

N. L. White said...

Thank you, Pastor Ed. O, that I would be humble enough to echo every part of this statement with fullness.

Take my life and let it be...

-N. L. White

4given said...

Ummm... Pastor Ed... I posted your wonderful women prophesying e-mail on my site and we are having a bit of a "WE LOVE OUR PASTOR" thing over there... (chuckles).